Excerpt from Chapter 4 - Stand At The Cross Roads: Cross Roads wasn't going to save my marriage. With the nauseating realization that I was starting over again, I began the legal process of disentangling our two lives. I had no idea how I could carry on with what I knew God had called me to do. I'd been out of the work force for quite some time, was at an age where few prospects for meaningful employment were available, and was facing the reality of leaving the marriage with minimal resources.
For my entire life, I'd heard calls to faith, countless calls to rely on God. Where God guides He provides. Was it true or not? If not, then I'd wasted a lot of time in church. It was time to decide what I really believed. It was time to fish or cut bait.